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Sun Nov 1, 2009, 12:08 PM

_{you lie, silent there before me.
your tears, they mean nothing to me,
the wind howling at the window
the love you never gave,
i give to you
really don't deserve it
but now, there's nothing you can do.
so sleep, in your only memory
of me, my dearest mother...

here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[goodbye]
it was always you that i despised.
i don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[goodbye],
[goodbye],
[goodbye],
[goodbye].

so insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
maybe flying high, in the clouds?
perhaps you're happy without me...
so many seeds have been sown in the field,
and who could sprout up so blessedly,
if i had died i would have never felt sad at all,
you will not hear me say 'i'm sorry'
where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[goodbye]
it was always you that i despised.
i don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[goodbye],
[goodbye],
[goodbye],
[goodbye].

[3x]

- room of angel ~ akira yamaoka [silent hill 4 soundtrack] -}

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_{Hi my name is Bente. A bit crazy, music addicted redhead with a drawing obsession and a thing for photography.
I'm seventeen. I live in the Netherlands, near Amsterdam.

I love too much things. Here's a small list:
music,
drawing,
painting,
writing,
photography,
concerts,
animals; wolves, horses, crows, llama's,
nature,
macabre,
traveling,
and people. Well, most of them. Most of them are very interesting, or their life's are.

I listen too much music. I can't live without it; I'm in love with it, it's a part of my life.
Most of the time I listen to deathcore, metalcore and metal (progressive, death etc), and I love soundtracks.
Some of my favorite artists (at this moment) are:
- Evanescence, Deftones, Job For A Cowboy, Winds Of Plague.
My last.fm shows what I'm listening to.

I use everything I can find to draw with/to draw on. pencils, markers, paint, coffee, vegetables, paper, skin, everything. I would even use my blood if there was nothing left.
I use an Olympus E-510 for my photo's. It's a DSLR and I'm very happy with it!
And, for my manips and digital drawings; my Wacom tablet + Photoshop CS2.

But my ideas are from my imagination. My dreams, my nightmares, my fantasies:
it's me.}

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Current Residence: the netherlands; amsterdam
Interests: drawing // photography // writing // music
Favourite genre of music: deathcore // metalcore // metal
Favourite artist: dalí // goya // hieronymus bosch // nivbed
Favourite poet or writer: donna tartt // gabriel garcía márquez
Favourite photographer: tim flach // lara jade
Favourite style of art: art from the heart that shows the soul
Operating System: windows
MP3 player of choice: creative zen mozaic
Tools of the Trade: drawingstuff // photoshop // olympus e-510

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~Fiffill Nov 11, 2009, 10:05:29 AM

_{thank you yasmeen for your words! i really appreciate it!}

~CharmingHeart Nov 11, 2009, 7:31:41 AM

well i really admired you so i thought why not watch you so that i can always see ur work
anyhow u have such beautiful face and iam yasmeen btw

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